via Pinterest + + + Do you ever look at someone else's blog/words/ect. and it gives you this feeling--this thought ; I want to create something like that. I want to be like that. I look around and I feel so overshadowed by all these talented people. Why can't I be like them? Why can't I have that talent? Or that grace? Why can't I be awesome ? Why can't I just...not be me? As I'm looking around, I try to grab onto these qualities and break off a piece for myself, so I can be like that. So I can bring part of somebody else, into myself. It doesn't usually work, though. The piece is either too small, or crumbles and falls between my fingers, like dry, flowing sand. I get so hopeless sometimes. I fall into this mental game of; "No Rose, you can't be like that. You get to stay your suck-ish self and watch everyone be better than you." "But I don't want to be like this. I can be someone else. I don't have to be me...