Expression // 015

Do you remember

me?

The girl

who watched.

Waited.

Hoped.

Prayed. 

Do you remember

the words we shared?

Our
exchanges.

Glances.

Nods.

Gestures.

Do you remember

what I looked like?

The dull color

of my eyes.

The height difference

between us.

The freckles

on my nose.

Do you remember

what it was like

to see me?

The sharp inhales.

Steeled glances.

Small smiles.

Do you miss me?

I miss you.

So much.

It hurts.

I wish I could have

stayed.

I wish I could have

gotten to know you better.

I wish I could have

said 

the things

that were on my mind.

But I kept my mouth shut.

Something I regret,

even months later.

Do you regret?

Part of me wishes you do.

Part of me doesn't.

Part of me is lost.

Part of me is...

In love.

But it's too soon for that.

It's too soon for any of that.

Or is it?

I don't know.

I just don't know around you.

You confuse me.

Do I confuse you?

Make you feel excited?

Happy?

Wanting?

Intrigued?

I want answers.

Do you want answers?

I could give you answers.

All you have to do

is ask the question.

why must you invade my dreams? || months later, i won't forget

thank you for reading. <3

xx Nicole Rose